"Tool Of Destiny"

I'm feeling that I have no stem
I'm still deciding what I am
And I'm looking, I'm seeking
I don't know what the hell I'm picking

Beyond the course for better days
It's up to me what role to play
But I'm moving, I'm hiding
I'm running all away from hiring

Cause I'm fool of destiny - I couldn't guess what I have found
I was cruel with destiny - was hesitating until now
I could be proof of destiny - if I could make a setback down
But I'm a tool of destiny:

Defense is meaning of my brain
Another way it could be strained
Cause it's boiling, it's busting
Alternate thoughts are so disgusting

My being's as the river flows
My time's all snatched by claws of crows
I'm wrecked, I'm naked
My soul's so empty - try and shake it

Cause I'm fool of destiny - I couldn't guess what I have found
I was cruel with destiny - was hesitating until now
I could be proof of destiny - if I could make a setback down
But I'm a tool of destiny:

I'm tool to handle all my life
But it looks like hammer or like knife
It's smashing, it's carving
This laziness is always starving

If I could ever be reborn
I could be able to return
My goodness, my power
And many others to discover

To be no fool of destiny - no anxiety to what I've found
To be no cruel with destiny - no hesitations until now
To be no proof of destiny - no need to make a setback down
To be no tool of destiny:

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"Tomorrow-Yesterday-Today"

Something goes right when all other goes wrong
Someone decides for you whom to belong
Even you understand there's no way to return
I care of it but I'm scared of it

Every grip keens the deepness of lie
Every trip means the sound of goodbye
Even you understand it all since you were born
I care of it but I'm scared of it.      But no!

It's just an ordinary shape
Of seeking some way to escape
If someone blesses you this way
Another order to dispute
Another lie to execute
Your true belief's beyond your pay

Every thing is a point of our view
Under our skins' flowing drops of a dew
Even if someone tells there's no way to return
I swear it but beware of it

Trying to think where the truth may be laid
Cause something you liked you may hate in a day
Life is no paradoxal as you've ever learned
I let it cause I get it enough,

It's just an ordinary shape
Of seeking some way to escape
If someone blesses you this way
Another order to dispute
Another lie to execute
Your true belief's beyond your pay

It's just an ordinary route
To be so tender but so stout
'No matter', anyone may say
It's up to you what to believe
To send somebody to receive
Tomorrow - yesterday - today

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"Mind Of Mine"

Trying out my forces, though feeling sad
Devices of nurses dropping on my head
I don't quite know what I need to overcome
And don't need to route that one

Our bodies are grooving, that makes 'em well
Makes feel like water taken from a well
Let the thirst be restricted to hunger us
With it's foolish smell

Will anything discard me or make me feel so sad?
Will anyone I ever tried to trust keep pressing on my head?
If I know where the light is
If I know the way one gets some truth
Without mind of mine

Swallowing the raindrops we're coming in
Watching the future, having something to begin
Whether this matter determines the cost of mine
The proofs are justified

Let's open the doorways and windows too
If there's someone to see us, just let 'em pass us through
Or let everyone watch with eyes opened wide
What we do inside

Will anything discard me or make me feel so sad?
Will anyone I ever tried to trust keep pressing on my head?
If I know where the light is
If I know the way one gets some truth

Without anyone who sees us and thinks of any wrong
With anyone who treats us just like a ball of ping-pong
Cause they know where the light is
Cause they know the way to get some truth
Without mind of mine